Saturday, July 15, 2006 @ 12:34 PM
at times like that..
i'll suddenly feel i'm gradually losing myself...
losing the urge to do many things..
losing the passion in the stuff i love..
losing my enthusiasm..
times like this,
i'll be selfish..
i'll disregard the fact that there are many much more unfortunate people out there..
and i should be contented with my lot...
but just such times,
drains me of my energy..
there seems like a burning sensation in me to move myself and get something done..
yet i seem to be unable to gather energy to do it..
then i'll blame myself for being not proactive enough..
times like tt i'll lose my goal..
think of reasons for my meaning in life..
